On Valentine's day...

:)

Thu months

Can you believe it? Already it's been 2 months since that night in the park. We've grown a lot closer since then; we've had disputes and fights, but it's brought us much closer every time. Thanks for putting up with the stupid things I do, "your mom" jokes, constant teasing, hugs, kisses, hand swinging, tickles and late night talks. In all honesty, if everything goes wrong, at least I know I'll still have you :)

A new year revolution:

Love more.

On a normal weekday, we'd still be in the common room watching GSN and laughing our asses off at how stupid most of the people on those shows are. I miss your laugh. It's true everyone's got their own distinct sound, but yours is all I ever notice now. And you always accompany it with that bright smile of yours, it just melts me away. You did always had a knack for encapsulating me within your charms. I know you don't even know you're doing it, but it's just so hard to resist you hahaa. I still remember when we first started talking: actually having a normal conversation with you without it being awkward was near impossible, and physical contact was non-existent. Now, we laugh, we joke, and we talk for hours on end. As for physical contact... well you abuse me 24/7 now LOL. I miss it, though. I miss seeing your grin after ever slap, every poke, every punch; you were having fun. I also miss your pouty face and your many variating sounds of "hmph" everytime I joked about you. Of course, everytime, you would just end up punching me and I end up apologizing for it LOL. I miss our times together. It's hard imagining a whole month without your touch. I miss you.

It happened one night...

in Monroe Park. It was blisteringly cold and the wind didn't make things better. It's the usual, I'm walking you home while we have small talks, just to fill up the time. Usually we straddle the sidewalk, among the brightly lit areas rather than going through the park even though it's quicker but let's be honest, I don't want to get you home in the quickest manner possible. So as soon as we crossed the street, I said let's go through the park because it was quicker. My arm's around you, trying my best to shield the cold. As we approached the center, I suggested we sat down at one of the benches. Surprised, you asked why when it was so cold out. What follows is a mix of excitement, anxiety, and extreme nervousness. To be honest, I did such a shit job leading up to it. I barely said anything to recap how our friendship has developed over the past month. Even at the moment I asked, I didn't do such a good job. Awkwardly pulling the flower from my jacket, bluntly asking you to go out with me; you could have had a better presentation T_T. Honestly, when you said "I'm not really sure", I sorta shuddered. Fortunately, you were only doubtful about how we'll be able to see each other, and not whether you doubted your feelings about me. At least you thought about it all though and not just jumping in, I appreciate that. When you finally said yes though, joy :)

December 2, 2010 :)